high expectations just lets you down

I'm mad. I'm mad. I'm mad. I'm mad. I'M MAD.

Okayh, maybe I shall get to the point. Before that, let me release it one more time, I'M MAD. Anyways, as I was saying, I'm sure you guys have pretty heard about the Black Eyed Peas performing in Malaysia, no?


Its sort of like a party in collaboration with Arthur's Day. Ever since I came across that ad in the newspaper, I was seriously desperate to go. I mean, c'mon, its Black Eyed Peas and a party held together, who could initially resist that? I asked my mom straight away and she said yes, boy, I was over the moon. But unfortunately, I found out that it was above 18 and hell yeahh, I was crashed. Now, you may ask why I made such a big fuss about it, because, Aunty Mel manage to get FREE tickets for it and she asked my bro if he wants it, and guess what? He friggin said a dumb NO.

*pulls out all my hair*

Shouldn't I be frustrated? I've been craving to go but being underage, of cus, sadly, I couldn't. But he friggin could with a friggin free ticket awaiting him! OMG. You see, I've learnt something - what we desire will just go to some other person that does not even care about it, thus, leaving us in a worthless situation to just moan about it. Life's pretty unfair, I guess it'll always maintain that way :(

*big sobs*

Till then.

perhaps so

How was your weekend, loves? Mine was uhh, how do I put this? Oh wells, let's just say, it ended abruptly. Spent two nights at Sabrina's house. Chilled out at Sunway Pyramid on Sunday and Monday. I know, peculiar right? Enough said.

*This is what happens when I'm reluctant to blog, yet I forced myself to and the results? A piece of shitty post :) There we go.*

Till then.

school's out

Awesome :D Once again, I'll introduce to you my best companion in the whole universe, her/his name is HOLIDAYS ! :D She/he suppose to come visit me today but since school is utterly bored, I decided to see her/him yesterday :) Anyways, can't wait to start our hang outs, well, mainly what we do together is sit in front of the computer 24 hours daily or wake up as late as possible or just, simply do nothing at all. *giggles* Its just a week, so I'm trying to appreciate every moment I'll spend with her/him. On the darker side, when Sept ends and Oct arrives, have to drag myself to school and focus on studies cus the finals are just round the corner :(

*sighs* Don't even know what I'm talking about -.-"

Till then.

under my influence

Saturday, 12/9
Attended grandma's birthday dinner. Well, it was a double celebration cus, it was Elaine's birthday as well.






Indeed, yes, there were four cakes available. Okayh, moving on to some other shots.

Ashley and Ryan :) Don't mind the face, he was screaming. We're close to being deaf. -.-"

Blow out the candles and make a wish!

Right, thats about it. Now, lets blog according to the title. Firstly, let me make an explanation. You see, there's this beloved cousin of mine, her name's Sabrina, she's a very mature and perky 7-year-old you'll ever come across. But still, I love her dearly but she loves me till death. Wanna know why? Cus, she's treating me as a role model right now. Not kidding. A normal 7-year-old would still be playing with dolls and not know a single thing about the outside world. But, because she's treating me as a role model, she has to copy off whatever I like or desire. For instance, everyone knows pink, black and skulls accessories are my favourites and yeahh, logically, she loves them now. Last year, I used to think Joe Jonas was cute, and she too, had to make him an idol. But too bad darling, cus I hate him now. *evil laughs* Anyways, the biggest influence I ever laid on her was when she saw my Samsung pink mp3 last January, she instantly fell in love with it, and she's been begging her parents to get her one for 8 friggin months.

At first, they wouldn't obey her request, but being a spoilt brat, finally, she has her very own mp3. I repeat, a friggin 7-year-old has a mp3 while I just got it at the age of 13. *cries*

Couldn't find pink so got her a green one instead. And oh, she informed me that she wants ALL my songs, like, Boom Boom Pow, Fire Burning, Poker Face and lots more that she hasn't even heard off. Oh wells, I don't mind at all but I'm sorry if some of the lyrics are inappropriate ;P Before I sign off, there's just one more thing I had to blog about. As what I've been mentioning about, Sabrina has to copy one more thing from me. SHE HAS TO LOOK EXACTLY LIKE ME! Check out the pic below.

Now, isn't she like a younger version of me? Omg, aren't I suppose to be flattered? :|

loves & bites

welcoming facebook

I don't have a facebook account all this years, because, well, according to my very own point of view, I always considered facebook as boring. Lots of people have been screaming into my ears about how awesome facebook is, but still, I tend to not listen. After much begging and pursuing about, I decided to give it a try in order to shut them up. Just kidding, don't be mad :) I'm totally clueless on my profile and stuffs, and right now, I don't find it much interesting, either :| Oh wells, give me some time, I'd probably declare my love for facebook one day - or not.

that evil person

Today's the birthday of the most mean, annoying, lifeless friend I've ever had - Harshini :D


Tho, she is everything I've described, but I love her to bits. If she's reading this, she'd probably say I'm lesbian or something -.-" Okayh, moving on. Believe it or not, we are not the type of friends that have known each other for years, we are never the type of friends that talks about guys, fashion and well, teenage stuffs. But behind all those, we are the type of friends that tease each other, insult each other and yes, we technically, bully one another.

I've met her since we were nine, but we barely talk and we're not even a tiny bit close. Even all the way up to secondary school, we just remain as classmates. But then, I don't know what brought us together, but at the end of form 1, I started going all hyper around her, and she asked why am I so crazy now, indicating how abnormal I was already. To make a long story short, thats when friendship bond between us, but oh wells, she would prefer me to describe as thats when she found someone new to bully around.


That isn't very nice of you, but I still love you ;)

Oh, by the way, I would like wish my grandma - Happy 74th Birthday.
And, not forgetting, my cousin, Elaine - Happy 24th Birthday.

♥ loves & bites

every chances counts

I'm taking every little chances I can just to blog. There aren't really any highlights in school, in fact, its not even obligatory to be here.

I'M JUST TRYING TO KEEP THIS BLOG ALIVE.

And I hope, it won't die either :O


All the craps ?

staying alive

Just a short update for today.

It feels great that all the results are out and each time a teacher enters our class, its glad to realize that the heart-stopping, nervous moments are over :D I love school now cus, first thing, exams? Over. Results? All handed out. And besides those stuffs, we literally gossip and yeah, scream for the class to hear ;) Anyways, tho school is awesome, I seriously can't wait for the Hari Raya holidays to arrive. I've some beyond splendid plans ahead of me :)

Till then.

the 5th blog

I'M GOING CRAZY NOW !!!!

Indeed, I am. This is my ever fifth blog. I accidentally screw up the previous one and I have no friggin idea how to fix it. So yeahh, the only option, create a new blog. Okayh, for your info, this is not a private blog, so please to some unknowns, no more dumb comments. Please and thank you :)

*edit*

School had been okayh. Some results were satisfying, while some others are just *coughs* way too bad. Weekends are here, something I've been waiting for, and you have no idea how thrilled I am that Monday is a holiday :D *rejoices* Gosh, life is pretty uninteresting now, was really hesistant to blog, but you know, new blog, ain't gonna leave it empty. Right, my apologies for all those crappy sentences.

Till then.